January 04, 2003 at 12:41 PM
last night was the greatest.
adrienne, melissa, lindsey and i.. just havin a good time.
talking while packing. lip smacker freaks. 'oh my gawd' stories. dance hall crashers. rice cakes, rice cakes- the adrienne song. lindsey arriving. foosball. switching partners. singing the donnas. yummy vegetarian dinners with soda. can't talk, the simpsons are on. where are we going again?.
in melissa's ride. it's 6:49 and nine seconds. stupid rain and stupid drivers. catching up on the goings on of ceasar. this is brand new.. the band. our windshield wiper debauchery plan. and arriving at arundel mills.
the crazy yo boys walking into the mall. running because it's cold. all the calendars. spending an hour in ht. adrienne and lindsey greeting. me saying 'wheres adrienne and melissa?' to melissa- meaning to say lindsey, but the phrase just rolls off my tongue. the ghetto curtain dressing room. you're blocking my view from the hot blonde guy. charlotte russe butterfly pants. looking thru undies. melissa being so friggin skinny. those cheesy love books that scare boyfriends away. only XS pink cordoroy jackets, stupid boobs. those people laughing very strangely which made us laugh. how many scarfs are you gonna buy tonight. the roxy outlet that wasn't an outlet. plaid bikinis. and pretzels.
just make it clap boys. them making faces at us @ the stoplight with a parent driving. almost doing 'the clit-licker' but deciding strongly against it. punk goes pop covers. i'm such an optimistic..[pause] person. oh optimist, thats it.
melissa saying her goodbyes. us turning on noggin to find the same episode adrienne was speaking of. lindsey and i deciding on digital cable for only degrassi. if your life was a tv show, this would so be it. that looks more like a paintball. i wonder how many takes they had to do to make it look real? paul wanting to watch the fiesta bowl 'movie'. calling home and saying i'm leaving. changing my mind once a second episode of daria comes on. calling back. i'm tired of not having digital cable, dad. adrienne's parents feeding us like crazy with candy and sodas and yummy artichoke dip. lindsey and i attempting to convince adrienne to go to towson. pete and pete what a great show. trent is the hottest cartoon i've seen. wait- trent looks alot like julian!. really leaving this time.
freezing cold hugs and holding back tears.
i love you. miss you. please transfer to towson adrienne!!