July 01, 2002 at 1:34 PM
Guilt is my own worst enemy. Well, at the moment it is. Eating me alive.
Can't sleep, try to eat, tummy aches. Just try and do homework or workout and not think about it. Really hard when watching soaps.
My whole life depends on what happens after I tell someone. I want to tell them, but I don't at all. And I won't be able to look at them.
If anyone knows why I'm freaking out- yes it's miniscule, but not to me. Not at all. And for those who don't, I'd rather not tell. Enough people were there to witness.
I don't want to be a drama queen at all.
Well, I'm going. Hopefully I'll feel better about this since I indirectly told everyone.
Later babes