June 09, 2002 at 3:45 PM
have you ever known someone. like really know them. how they think. inside and out.
and then something happens that makes you wonder, "hey, i guess i never really knew them at all" ??
like something they do just surprises you. or they just do like a 180 and change, just like [insert finger snap here].
why do people change? or do what they do? i know i have, and i'm very sorry. i guess i didn't realize how much i had until today. like my priorities have changed so drastically. i've lost all my friends, it seems. except for one, but that person doesn't quite count.
i hate having my life revolve around him. it's not healthy, at all. starting today, he's taking a backseat to more important things. like friends. friends i'm not gonna see in a few months because of underlying circumstances, like a plane ride to Utah. or college in another state, but somewhat close by. or just college.
i'm not calling him. he's gonna haveta call me.
besides, friends and school and work are more important, right?
i'm sorry to those who i've hurt. or abandoned. or befriended. you know who you are.